"Normal people eat to stop the unbearable sensation of hunger. I knew I had a problem when I realized that I avoided food because I wanted to be hungry. I desired the hunger which is the most hated feeling by the so called "normal" humans out there. I was longing for the pain, so the pain came. The constant feeling of emptiness arrived. And it never left again."
I was previously desperateandstarving.
*POSTS COULD BE TRIGGERING*
